User Profile

My name is Harlan, im largly into the alternative and indie music and film scene. I gots me a radio show on my local college radio weekly where i delight in filling the airwaves with the tortured vocals of jamie stewart. If u see where i live u will understand why it is i have only ever recieved one phonecall complimenting my music choices. In a town filled with mormon's, hutterites, and devout cristian country music lovers its somewhat difficult to make a connection with anyone. I wish i could draw and play music but sadly it appears that the only psuedo talent that i posess is writing. Poems, short stories anything. I love to write but i find it hard to get the motivation to pick up my pen and keep writing after that initial burst of inspiration. Thats another facet to my reasons for restarting this whole shindig is to get myself back into the state i used to be where i could force my way through that inevitable writers block and move past it finally getting to the meat beneath.

I seem to be in a constant state of flux while being in a relationship with a girl i live with named hollie. Due to living with each other it makes things a very bittersweet time of it. Either we are in love or we dont want to be near each other. I don't know where this whole sordid ordeal shall go once we hit april and my option for moving out comes up.